One of those moments where I realize just how lucky I am.
The past week or so has been difficult, and I know I’ve just been difficult to be around, or talk to. I’m trying to work through some stuff, and it’s not really turning out to be as easy as I had hoped. I probably even lost sight of just how great this is, and how thankful I should be just for that.
I have something that I’ve waited years for.. and that I had recently convinced myself didn’t even exist. But we’re here, and it’s happening. My head is still spinning over that.
Today you did something that you probably didn’t even think anything of, you were just being you. It was something that just really made me remember how lucky I am, and how great of a person you are, and how I shouldn’t ever be sad about anything anymore as long as I have you, because it’s a miracle to have found someone who still believes in doing the right thing and making someone else happy, and just being a good person.
And of course it wasn’t just this one thing, it’s been everything. I just needed this to wake me up.
I’ve been sad about being alone, and needing friends.. but you’re everything to me. Friends will come sooner or later, and some of them will leave again. Through all of it though, I’ll have you. All I need is you.
I love you, I’m in love with you. You’re the best part of me.